Tag Archives: LOVE

My Lovely Auntie

JIKA DISURUH MEMILIH SIAPAKAH ORANG TERKASIH DI ANTARA semua anggota keluarga, mungkin aku akan sangat bingung. Yang pasti aku tidak bisa memilih. Karena setiap dari mereka, baik Mum, Kakek, Nenek, atau anggota keluarga yang lain semua sangat berarti bagiku.

20141025_071150Tidak terkecuali bibiku. Bibi Yanti. Dia sudah seperti ibu kandungku sendiri. Apalagi sejak aku memutuskan untuk tinggal di Jakarta dan Mum di Jogja merawat Kakek dan Nenek, Bibi Yanti selalu menjadi orang pertama yang aku cari selama di sini.

Dan bibiku itu, tahukah kalau dia sangat hafal dengan makanan kesukaanku. Acapkali pulang dari kantor dan mampir ke rumah, bibiku selalu siap dengan tepung terigu, tauge, wortel, bahan-bahan pembuat bakwan. Tak lupa, makanan lainpun juga selalu disiapkan. Dia tahu kalau aku akan makan sangat lahap jika di rumah ada tumis. Aku selalu memuji masakannya. Yah meskipun hanya tumis biasa, tumis kangkung dan sejenisnya, bagiku masakannya sudah seperti makanan dewa.20141025_071434

Yang sering membuatku terharu, bibiku itu perhatiannya tidak pernah kurang. Meskipun aku sudah besar, aku selalu dikhawatirkan seperti anak kecil yang belum bisa menjaga diri. Seperti misalnya kemarin sewaktu aku hendak pulang ke Depok. Sebelum pulang, bibiku masih sempat menanyaiku tentang jadwal bus kuning di UI. Dia khawatir kalau-kalau aku terlambat mendapatkan bus. Bibiku berpesan supaya tidak naik ojek sembarangan…

Padahal jika dipikir-pikir, bibiku itu juga punya banyak anak, bahkan ada yang masih kecil-kecil. Bisa dibayangkan bukan bagaimana hebatnya ia jika dalam kerepotannya mengurus rumah tangga dan anak-anaknya pun masih sempat memikirkan orang lain. Maka tidak bisa dipungkiri lagi kalau bibiku itu memiliki kasih sayang seluas lautan. Ah bibiku… semoga kasih sayangmu akan membawa kebaikan untukmu..

©Tina Latief 2015

Chocolate for a distance

 

Picture taken by Fa. Two days before flight to Jakarta. 

Most of people have chocolate in valentine day to make a bound. Something far will change into close. There will be so much love in it.

But today I have all about these chocolate to make a distance for hundreds kilometers away. These chocolate was good and sweet, but they not really sweet, I guess. They bitter actually.

There will be so much love here, but there will be so much pain too. In the end.

Good bye Yogjakarta. 

When I’m feeling in love

me and him

Believe me, you will be really stupid right now..

Believe me, you will be really stupid right now..

When I’m feeling in love
I feel my heart pounding like a drum without reason
and sometimes nervous.
When I’m feeling in love
I would become the most beautiful girl in the world,
everything about me would change, dressed better and then walking like a princess.
I will show the world that I’m the only girl in the worlddddddd.
The world seems especially wonderful.

Sometimes I smile and laugh
and act randomly….Walking outside, walking inside, right and left out of the class
Just for looking his face..
Sometimes I text a message without thinking. I don’t know what I say inside the words.
I can feel, but I can’t think
I feel no logical mind.. I feel my cleverness gone..
Sometimes I feel my heart stop beating,
then I can’t breath.
I know I’m doing with feeling, That’s why I become stupid immedietly.

But, Laughing with him makes me feel SOOOOOO good.
There are many things that
make me feel happy-especially…
being with him in the way home
or have a talk in a bus shelter
or when I sit around my friends with him share the experience after the class,
and talk and laugh and reply-sending message each other..
and everything seems peaceful.

Feeling In love helps me to have more happy
and helps me not to feeling sad because of the unlucky day
and makes me more kind and share the happiness to others
Being in love can makes two hearts communicate
to understand and to receive each other

Feeling in love is such a fantastic feeling.
It makes me feel good and very happy all the day..
It makes me more and more happy because he also loves me..
I think I’m flying,

What is your feelings when you are in love?

Fact about love

One thing I know about love. Love will make someone stupid even be moron. If you think you are the cleverest people you must be never fall in love. Because someone with feeling in love ever doing stupid. Trust me, I’m the next stupid people saveral days ago. I cry, angry and mad because I got jealous with PHD student with 3 little children. D*mn 😀

I lied

when I said I was fine
I lied
when I said I was healthy
I lied
when I say I am strong
I lied
and when I said I could
I lied

Now I’m not okay
Now I’m not good
Now I’m weak
and now I really can not …

I can not without you
I can not when you’re not there for me
I can not when you are not there to hear
and I can not when you say I will leave you

You no longer say I miss you
You no longer say I love you so much
I’ve heard only tears
I felt only pain in my chest
half-life is dead

 
Fella …
I’m sorry
 
 
I write from my deepest heart
I love you